28.7.2012

Steamboat Party at Lala's house.

28.7.2012.

Celebration for Yii and Lala birthday.

=)

勇敢

今天，我很勇敢
勇气来至于那股冲动
往往就是需要一股傻气
人才会勇敢
顾虑，担心， 害怕
都是勇敢的绊脚石
但 我还是胆小

PLKN

Just now I was checked the PLKN's result.
At first, I was happy for not choosing me. After think awhile, it might be fun too. So for the second round, you choose me or not also can. But I think I don't feel like wanna go because it take many times. If 1 month then I surely want to go.
OKAY, whatever.

Maaf! Anda tidak terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 10/2013

Laugh, whenever we can laugh, just laugh it out. Don't bother about others. Ya, you may think I'm weird, but that's me. hehe, haha, hoho, kaka..... 

Sometimes something you never know.

nowadays.

I had joined the chemistry quiz. hmm, so hard.

Went to MBS IU day today. A lots of problems before go to HGH, gosh...

Everybody feels stress, not only you being stress.
People is changed without a word.

I hope everything will end up with a happy moment.

I should persist on everything.

Concentrate on study. Trial is important,  SPM is very important. 

If you're the one who give up in this moment, then you're the stupid.

I will think of the worst situation for all the things before it occur. 

But work hard is what I should do now.

People are start to think about their future.

How about me?

Where should I go after SPM? 

What I interested on? I don't know. 

I'm so scared.. 

The amazing spiderman

A movie that I longing from last year, almost half years I desire to watch. Seriously, just because of this awesome boy, ANDREW GARFIELD. A actor not just only has a good looking, but still have many things that attract me.  The way he speaks, smile, laugh, shy and cry is shown on this movie, The Amazing Spiderman. The first time I noticed him was the movie, Social Network. Okay, just admits that his good looking attracted me first only others comes in. Omg, why are you so charming?


Watch The Amazing Spiderman with my friends in KLCC. I guess they're like him also after watching this. =)





Seriously, tomorrow is exam week, I'm not done my revision yet. I'm just became more lazier after the mid year exam. I will stop all the competitions and sports since teacher was advising me to put more effort in study. I tried my best to balance both sides, but seems people are think of I take less attention on my study. Maybe I just failed to doing both well. Why my language subjects always is my biggest weakness? What can I do for my English and Malay's subject? I always can't write well on my essay part. GRAMMAR! My biggest mistake? Okay, I promised that I will put super big effort on it. Whenever teachers give me a higher expectation, I just felt so stress. Positive stress is a good thing as they said so.  


I realize I always my time on twitter, facebook and Instagram. What do these things bring me advantages?hmmm, I think disadvantage is more than advantage. My eyes is spoiled, need to wear a big spectacles. lol. I just addicted to tweet something nonsense, but sometimes it really can help me to release stresses. But, it will  make me moody also. I just left the unhappy memories on my twitter. People say that we better don't write down any bad memories, just let it leave us. So, I make a big decision, I try to not tweet so much. I'm not even tweeting this two days. I even uninstalled the Twitter's apps in my phone. Seriously, I miss twitterland so much. After this two days, I still always waste my time on my phone. I just less determination on it. Lots of exercise books have't do also. Actually I have a lots of things to do instead of online. Why online so addicted? GIVE ME 100% OF CONCENTRATION. I think I really lack of motivation. I knew that I will go back to twitterland one day or even soon. haha, I'm just have no determination.
Btw, I will control myself for the sake of me.


7th of JULY:

7th of MBS chess competition. 6 rounds of chess drive me mad. Before rest, my rank was number 3. So sad to say after the rest time, I was lost 2 games and I get number 6th for this competition. I regret for not really play well for the 4th and 5th rounds. I should not lose on it. Just take it as a lesson.
hmmm, I'm headache badly on that day because of the aircond hall and the hot weather outside, sudden hot sudden cold. Somemore I will always headache whenever I play chess. My brain just can't focus too long. haiz, my trophy was gone. But, luckily I still can get number 6th which get a medal and RM40. First time get a medal for chess. I think this is first time and the last time because I won't join any chess competition anymore. Just too tired. Chess can be more tire than sport games like basketball.

Why you always ruin my life? I knew, you're came into my life to train me become stronger. I learn to be more independent because do it myself is better than count on you. I'm strong enough to live myself. Just don't act in front of me. I knew who you are. 

We're just not mature enough.

The way we think still so young and simple.

That's just enough for me.

I don't want to grew up. 

I want be forever kid.

Sports day

23th of June is my school's sports day. My last sports day ever. But we make it last but not least. I had represented my blue house for 10 years.Although I had transferred school for few times. I HAVE FATE WITH BLUE. Before the sports day, I had joined merentas desa which I get number 9, Lempar cakera and get gold medal, Softball and get a silver medals. Unfortunately, this year which is our last year of sports day, our venue is 'pulapol', not Cheras stadium as usual. Hmmm, there is quite good, but there is no track. A runner need a track badly.
Today, I had joined 3 events which were 100m, 200m and 4x100m. I prefer short distance as usual. Honestly, before start, my heart full with fear. I fear I will lose.

In the 200m event, I had chosen the front track which is number8. I dislike stand infront because can't chasing people. hmmm, I think this is 'physcology'. I realise when I was run after the 100m, I was slow down. I lack of stamina. Seriously, my ears can't hear any cheer from people.  I always can't hear after vigorous activities. One thing, I like to jump before I run. I really very scared whenever the run wanted to start. I admits that the most tension sport for me is racing.

For 100m, first time join individual. After the 'bizz',  I had to run without thinking so much.

For 4x100m, we were try our best because this was the last event for me, them. I was thinking when are we going to have sports day after this? I had joined sports day for more than 10 years. Isn't the end for me?

Irama event, WAH! first time join leh. Super nervous before start. Felt so sorry because I did some mistakes. We got number 3!

Middle one is me!

LAKSAMANA!!  We got our consecutive 3 years CHAMPION!! My tears almost drop when I hear it. Calm down, and cheer!!!


I'm so happy I can get the honour of best sports woman in 2012 sports day. I had tried my very best on every events. I got 4 golds for individual. I want to thanks my all lovely friends and teachers. Friends' supports is very important in every moment. Their cheers, supports and caring is my most important. I love them! <3

Hey, I'm so ugly in sports day's pictures. TT.

Show some rehearsal pictures before sports day.

Although it comes an end, but the spirit will stay inside our minds.

All the pictures are came from eriko, jiaen and man dee's fb. Thanks. =)

I'm proud to be  one of the LAKSAMANA.