A movie that I longing from last year, almost half years I desire to watch. Seriously, just because of this awesome boy, ANDREW GARFIELD. A actor not just only has a good looking, but still have many things that attract me. The way he speaks, smile, laugh, shy and cry is shown on this movie, The Amazing Spiderman. The first time I noticed him was the movie, Social Network. Okay, just admits that his good looking attracted me first only others comes in. Omg, why are you so charming?
Watch The Amazing Spiderman with my friends in KLCC. I guess they're like him also after watching this. =)
Seriously, tomorrow is exam week, I'm not done my revision yet. I'm just became more lazier after the mid year exam. I will stop all the competitions and sports since teacher was advising me to put more effort in study. I tried my best to balance both sides, but seems people are think of I take less attention on my study. Maybe I just failed to doing both well. Why my language subjects always is my biggest weakness? What can I do for my English and Malay's subject? I always can't write well on my essay part. GRAMMAR! My biggest mistake? Okay, I promised that I will put super big effort on it. Whenever teachers give me a higher expectation, I just felt so stress. Positive stress is a good thing as they said so.
I realize I always my time on twitter, facebook and Instagram. What do these things bring me advantages?hmmm, I think disadvantage is more than advantage. My eyes is spoiled, need to wear a big spectacles. lol. I just addicted to tweet something nonsense, but sometimes it really can help me to release stresses. But, it will make me moody also. I just left the unhappy memories on my twitter. People say that we better don't write down any bad memories, just let it leave us. So, I make a big decision, I try to not tweet so much. I'm not even tweeting this two days. I even uninstalled the Twitter's apps in my phone. Seriously, I miss twitterland so much. After this two days, I still always waste my time on my phone. I just less determination on it. Lots of exercise books have't do also. Actually I have a lots of things to do instead of online. Why online so addicted? GIVE ME 100% OF CONCENTRATION. I think I really lack of motivation. I knew that I will go back to twitterland one day or even soon. haha, I'm just have no determination.
Btw, I will control myself for the sake of me.
7th of JULY:
7th of MBS chess competition. 6 rounds of chess drive me mad. Before rest, my rank was number 3. So sad to say after the rest time, I was lost 2 games and I get number 6th for this competition. I regret for not really play well for the 4th and 5th rounds. I should not lose on it. Just take it as a lesson.
hmmm, I'm headache badly on that day because of the aircond hall and the hot weather outside, sudden hot sudden cold. Somemore I will always headache whenever I play chess. My brain just can't focus too long. haiz, my trophy was gone. But, luckily I still can get number 6th which get a medal and RM40. First time get a medal for chess. I think this is first time and the last time because I won't join any chess competition anymore. Just too tired. Chess can be more tire than sport games like basketball.
Why you always ruin my life? I knew, you're came into my life to train me become stronger. I learn to be more independent because do it myself is better than count on you. I'm strong enough to live myself. Just don't act in front of me. I knew who you are.
We're just not mature enough.
The way we think still so young and simple.
That's just enough for me.
I don't want to grew up.
I want be forever kid.
